I can't believe Snoop Dogg is coming out in a movie. You'd have to be pretty low class to want to go see that.

It's official, I HATE halloween.

I dont know why I even came to work. I feel sick. And I can't stop these tears.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

wtf is wrong with me? Why would anyone want me? =(

Man Gets 12-25 Years In Sex Shooting

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I AM 22% PUNK.

Well, I may know what punk is, but... Okay
maybe some people think I am punk, but is
that enough? Nope.

Take the PUNK/POSER Test at Fuali.com!

So whats up with this anthrax?

On a lighter note, my grandma said people are going to mistake me for a terrorist because im growing a beard and I quote, "Especially with those glasses." As you could imagine I started busting up.

David Horowitz Read this al you liberal war protestors!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM 36% GOTH.

Goth ny night, normal by day. Deep in my
heart I know I am evil, but not on the
company's time. I do need to eat.

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I AM 33% GEEK.

I probably work in computers, or a history
deptartment at a college. I never really
fit in with the "normal" crowd. But I have
friends, and this is a good thing.

Take the GEEK Test at Fuali.com!

New e-mal: drooly@dotweezy.com Thanks Louise for setting me up with it.

Lockheed Martin received the DoD's contract for the Joint Strike Fighter. This contract is gonna be worth about 400 billion dollars. That's more than Dr. Evil asked for.

I think donut holes were created by democrats. You know the kind that don't want to waste anything so even the holes must be eaten.

Stupid Parents

Thia is so not right. I always didn't like the French, but here is another reason to add them to my list. So wrong

Added a guestbook. Sign it.

=(

LOL, I'm watching a documentary on castles and seizes, and some were carrying a big aluminum ladder.

I hate that stupid haircut, the one where the guy shaves his whole head except for his bangs. It's so ugly, so low-class, so...mexican. I can't believe I wanted a haircut like that in the 7th grade, I guess I was just in my Mexican phase.

UGH!!! Me so tired. What 's wierd is that I got a lot of sleep last night.

I was at Costco today eating dinner and a post lady sat down at the table next to mine. Usually I would be all worried about her jumping on the table with an uzi and going postal, but the first thing that came to my mind was if she had anthrax. Our government better find these terrorist who do these cowardly acts. Stupid sons-of-bitches. Btw, good luck John with your presentation tomorrow.

I sometimes wonder why the hell I go to school, and why the hell I go to work? It just seems all so trivial in the big picture. This weekend I was at Berkeley with my love, and as always it was marvalous. We saw Mulan Rouge. It's a good movie, but what I liked the most was that I saw it with my Babe. I do stuff, but I never seems to have a fraction of the fun I have with Louise. She just makes me so happy. The main theme in Mulan Rouge is, "The greatest thing to learn is to love and to be loved in return." This cannot be any truer. Love, or lack of love is what makes the world tick. Love is the greatest thing in the world, and I can testify to that. We all die someday, it's what we do here on earth is what matters. I think it also matters who we do it with. I know that I don't want to spend my life alone, it's lonely. And I for sure don't want to spend it with someone I don't love. I know that if all stays the same I do want to spend my life with Louise. I'm young and the world is still foreign to me, but no one has had the world handed to them. Life is tough. But we all make our own lives, and I want to make mine with Louise. I believe I'm more mature than most kids my age, and to talk about marriage at my age and in a couple years people would think I'm crazy and say it wouldn't last. But I believe that if Louise truely feels the same way I do, and I believe she does, then I can only see our love grow. She is the greatest thing to ever happen to me, I pray I am the same to her. If I do win the lotto it would be great but I would give up all the money in the world to be with Louise. Most rich people are happy for awhile, but ultimately they are miserable, old, alone, and disillisioned. That's because they waste all their love on money, but money all money can give you is a false love that will always fail. That is why I pity the greed. Money is not evil, but the love of money is. I love Louise and I would give the world up for her. Sorry for the long ramblings, it's just that I'm depressed.

If you're happy and you know it clap your hands.

I hate going to class at night. =( I just want to live on an island with Louise, and not have to worry about anything. Hmmm...I wonder what we will name our island. Any suggestions? Let me give my thoughts, Get the hell off my island and Who cares. I wonder why Louise is so happy?

I'm watching Robin Hood: Men In Tights and the funniest things on there are the blind guy and Mel Brooks. Mel Brooks is a genious. His comedy is not just the stupid Dumb and Dumber comedy, which I also thought was hilarious esp. the toliet scene, but that's a story for a different time. Ok where was I? Oh yeah, Mel Brooks, His comedy also makes you think a little. I think of myself as a pretty smart guy and I tend to like comedy that makes you think. Even thought it would go over most ppl's heads.

There is this really cool guy at work, he is prolly the coolest guy there, next to me of course. His name is John Crowley. We are on the same wavelenght. If I were gay he would be my bitch. But I'm not like that. he has some really deep thoughts, he's down to earth, and he too hates ppl. Here is a quote from his e-mail to me:

"The random thoughts, and expression of them as if you are coming in halfway thru the conversation in your head, is compelling. I just watched a video, a foreign movie where guys with British accents play Russians and Germans. There was a love story, so I thought it would appeal to my wife and we could share some quality time together not talking to each other and focusing on something other than ourselves and our relationship. There goes 131 minutes I will never get back. Next time I watch a foreign movie, there will be Kung Fu involved. Those movies are 90 minutes. So I will talk with my wife for 41 minutes and crave her wave, then spend the remainder watching an ass-whipping. That's my plan."

-John Crowley

Man, that's deep. I feel you my brother. John, you should start a blog.

Yesterday night a bum wanted me to give him a ride down Monetebello. I didn't.

Btw, the new sn for Blogger on AIM is "BlogBot"

IMPORTANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! When Louise tells you NOT to click on the link on her site, DON"T!!! For all inocence everywhere DON't click on the link!!!

Louise isn't the only one who has l33t photoshop skillz. Check out the POD(picture of the day).

Woo hoo!!! It works!

Testing bloggerbot, it lets you post from AIM. Just add "bloggerbot" as a buddy then type "/help" Sounds good.

I was in the bathroom doing my buisness, and some guy goes into the stall next to me. That's ok but then he starts going, "Burrrrrr, burrrrrrrrrr, puff, purfffffffff, squirt, berrrr, burr, squirt." Well you get the idea. I wanted to to yell at the guy. But instead I did the wise thing and covered my mouth, I don't want to be breathing that stuff in. I also moved my feet to the opposite side of the stall, cuz it sounded like that stuff was gonna overflow. I need a private bathroom.

You haer all about the US bombing a village. How do we know that the camel jockeys didn't blow up their own village to blame on the US? I highly dount that the US would target a village with nothing military around for miles. The only plausable reason i can give IF the us did bomb the village is that they were hiding high ranking personal there hoping no one will find them. Sure smart bombs make mistakes, but the one we see is that the bomb missed its mark of a helocopter a mile away. It reminds me of Desert Storm when Saddam put SAMs on top of hospitals and moved civilians into military complexes.

Two new sections added. Click on the 2 internal links on the side to see.

While I was trying to block out all the annoying ppl in class I was thinking. I was thinking how good Louise is to me, and how im just paranoid. I don't know why I get all freaked out. Maybe it's because I've been hurt in the past. But all I know is that I love Louise and I pray every night that she stays my everything.

I really miss Louise, so I call her so I can talk to her. I want to know how her day went, how she's doing, to tell her I love her, and to hear her say it back. It's so lonely down here. I have no friends, she is the only person I talk to and that I care about. But sometimes I get the feeling that she doesn't really care that I'm lonely. I know that it sounds selfish, but I need her. Like she doesn't want to talk to me, she rather be playing. I feel like that to her I come second, and her computer and her games come first. She says that we can talk when she's not playing, but that's never. She plays all the time. I'll I want to do is hear her and talk to her. But since I'm not interesting enough it's like I don't matter as much. It really makes me sad, it even makes me cry. =( I lover her so much. Maybe I'm just being stupid. I want her want me. I need her to need me.

OMGosh!!!!!! Look at what my great, wonderful gf did. It's beautiful. She's a genius. Ty very much Babe. =)

OMGosh, my Barry Bonds rookie card just came in the mail today. Aaaaaaaaaaaah, its so good.

Mmm...I just bit into my balonga(is that how you spell it?) sandwich and its good.

You like my song, huh? Louise has told me she will design me a new page. An ORANGE one at that!!! Awe, she's so sweet and thoughtful. I love her to death. Anyways, my page is gonna look schweet.
Hmmmm...now i want to paint my car orange. Since you brought up my car, I will have pictures up of it.

Babe-buh-babe-buh--babe-buh-babe-babe

Whoa!!! Brand new look. More to come. Hope you ya'll like.

Louise farted.

Look at this quote, I love it.
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...all we are sayin', is give war a chance.


Carl Johnson

posted by Carl Johnson | 6:24 AM
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OMG, this weekend was GREEEEEEEAT!!! I love Louise and I love being with her. she makes me so happy. I can't wait to go back.